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As We Leave #28: Dil mein fikr zaruri hai, warna dil murda ho jaata hai..

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Mohammad Saad, a Y19 BS-MS student in the department of Physics, talks about his views on the mechanisms of IITK, the Student Senate, the Gymkhana and how he would like to see the campus community thrive.

Disclaimer:- The views presented below are the author’s own and are not in any manner representative of the views of Vox Populi as a body or IIT Kanpur in general. This is an informal account of the author’s experiences at IIT-K.

Thanks for the above disclaimer; much needed. For me, an AWL is a message that someone would leave behind as they leave the campus. I write this with that background thought. A mirror to the life I tried to live. This piece will also remind me of my principles when I look back. Reading this, you might feel I am too old for my age. I agree with you. I do feel old, especially on this “young” campus. And I write this while taking my high BP and high heart rate pills and scratching my head, which has succumbed to severe hair fall. (To lighten the mood regularly, I have added some of my clicks around the campus, which you all liked. Since this is kind of a non-personal AWL, there is no point in putting my group photos.)

Who am I?

I shall keep my life story short because I do not wish to make this the usual personal-life-AWL; you’ll have many of those with more profound lives. So, I got here into MechEngg. Did a bunch of stuff in my first year (clubs, GC, etc.), scored 0/50 in PHY103 midsem, and then changed my branch to BS PHY because I felt I wanted to do physics. I had no rational basis for doing so, just a belief that even if it turned out wrong, I’m capable of finding my way through. Then I did some department courses, realised that I like “studying” Physics, took a SURGE project, which got ruined. Entered 3rd year with zero progress, applied for an internship in over 100 places, got rejected from everywhere, spent 6th semester with academic and emotional losses, and then went home while the rest went for their internships. Meanwhile, I started a project under a new professor, which turned out decent. Continued that and decided to do a Dual Degree because I did not even have enough LoRs for PhD applications. Finally got selected for MITACS in 4th year, saw off my graduating friends, had a great summer, came back, decided to leave research and sit for placements, pulled out three days before resume submission, applied for PhDs, and after a long wait, got in.

That was academics; non-academically, I kept on doing something or the other all the while. Became secy at a few places (specially SnT, which began my four-years-long and deep connection with SnT), then a coordinator at my beloved AstroClub, did Inter-IITs, unexpected leadership at Science CoffeeHouse in 4th year, taught at Prayas, and gave my blood to the department as a DUGC nominee. Somehow, through all of this, many people got to know me, and I got to interact with a gazillion souls. Can I say I fulfilled the childish fantasy of being “college famous”? Well, I don’t care. It just felt like I got fitted into the “godfather” role towards the end, which could be false, but I felt that way. This starkly contrasted with the identity crisis I felt in my first year, and I am happy that I could grow in that sphere. I mention this entire story just for the sake of that one reader who might be looking for answers to related questions and I could provide one—even a single one matters.

What do I want to say?

Firstly, every senior you meet will call his IITK years “the golden era”. Y16s call the pre-Y17 era the best; you know why. Y19s call pre-covid times “the golden era”. I do not know about Y20/21. I prefer not to call my era the best. Were the pre-covid IITK years the best? Probably not. So, never fall prey to that gaslighting. It is better to discuss specific features that changed across two eras and then choose your poison.

I believe elections at IITK should be paused for a few years to allow the campus to heal. Throughout my stay, I have not found elections beneficial to the community. We need student representatives but not elected ones, especially not on the votes gathered through an empty manifesto, substances, and friendship/community voting. Why should a random Joe with no interest or stakes in SnT vote for the SnT Gensec? How does his vote even matter in this case? Instead of laying my faith in the electoral system, I prefer to lay it in the council core team and the interviewing panel, even though they are not immune to corruption. IITK elections are a waste of resources and students’ money. During the 1-1.5 months of elections, all Gymkhana activities, even small club events, are restricted. All of this just to elect some clowns whose sole reason for winning was to grab an offer in a consulting firm because they could not learn to code in their four years.

I can convince myself not to hate consulting roles (except that they have hijacked Linkedin with their superfluous gyaan posts), nor do I mind people taking up positions that would aid them in landing such a role. What bothers me is the rampant selling of consultancy, which had ill effects on the Gymkhana. Earlier, such firms did not come for placements, and a handful would apply off-campus. The campus was relatively better then. Now, they also hire in internship drive, worsening the condition further. Since the positions were taken only to get a consulting job, the position holder forgets his responsibilities once he lands a role. Why would he even care now? The incentive is now already acquired.

The collective good no longer seems to be the reason for anyone taking up positions. It seems to be all just for the sake of a one-page resume. It pains me when a first-year kid asks how some XYZ club or Inter-IIT Tech Meet can help his resume. We have confined them to a narrow thinking direction, and then later on, they feel the perils of the “rat race” that we created. How can Takneek or Galaxy improve my resume? It is not supposed to. Do it for the sake of your interests, for your Hall. Get that Inter-IIT gold for your institute, for yourself. In doing so, pick up the skills to help your resume. I hope such a culture does not exist where an Inter IIT OC conveniently fills half of his resume with Inter IIT pointers even before the Inter IIT has taken place or even some ground-level progress has been made.

In my opinion, freshers must participate in GC as long as they can manage themselves. But how will they participate? The counselling service will separate them from seniors for over a month: no GBM or preparation for Takneek. Isn’t this also a blanket action? Where is the outrage as it was in the case of the H13 warden banning female entry? The CS should instead focus on better training of SGs and AMs. Amongst the many SGs and AMs I have encountered so far, most SGs themselves are unaware of scholarships and academic structures, which are important to a fresher, and the AMs are least interested in teaching and helping individual cases. This is probably explained by the fact that the applications are mostly due to the “fear of missing out” if you are not an SG. I believe there must be a maximum income criterion for SG and CTMs. An upper-class sobo cannot possibly understand the perils of a lower class and is expected to be unaware of MCM and FBM.

We have been imitating the West in many ways. So, why do we not take their career structure? No fully-fledged organised on-campus recruitments. You should be capable enough of landing a job yourself. In today’s date, getting rid of the placements might be a bit far-fetched. But at least we can try removing the dedicated internship drive, which is, at best, spoon-feeding. The first year goes into understanding the campus, the second year goes into worrying about “projects” for internships, and the third year onwards, placements start to hit. Students lose their confidence when they cannot get an internship in a dedicated drive, while others do. They do not realise that only 1/3rd were supposed to get one. So, are the IITs incapable of training their students into independent job seekers? That would be quite sad because, due to the advent of IITs, most central and state universities have fallen deep into negligence today while once they were the nation’s charm. If the University of Allahabad were once called “Oxford of the East”, it would have been for a reason.

This leads me to the current status of academics at IITK. In a few words, it can be better and tougher. I’d prefer to have quality over quantity. I’ll state this beforehand: I am all in to have proper regulations to counter professors’ and admin’s autocracy. This piece is to be read by students, so there’s no point in discussing the other side. I feel that, over the years, fewer and fewer students are going forward with their majors. Not being interested in the parent domain is fine; it is a class 12th kid’s decision, after all. But what appears to me is there are no efforts to develop an interest at all. Seemingly, the already set and prevalent path is a common choice. Most of the UGs do not even care about their major. They only want a professor not to teach, easy grades, and an easy graduation. There should be more Fs, you don’t get sad because you got an F, you get sad because very few got an F, and you were among them. The institute has even scrapped the termination policy for the UGs; after some semesters, you’ll be thrown out of campus (maximum residency), still slogging over your degree, and they’ll milk the money out of you. However, I should say that the Exit Degree Option is indeed a good initiative.

A better support structure should exist for those who genuinely find academics difficult even after trying. But, if you say a professor is horrible for giving an F in your last semester while you did not even care to put in effort, you are objectively wrong. An IITK student of a specific subject with not even an ounce of subject knowledge should not be allowed to graduate and tarnish the name of the degree. I know professors who went out of their way to teach the students who found difficulty learning despite their efforts, but they were defamed because they graded slightly harsher than a professor who distributed free grades. There are too many fests and other non-academic events throughout the year. And while you invoke that cliche Dead Poets Society quote, I agree non-academics and entertainment are essential. But not in this sheer quantity in an academic institution. Our time and efforts are better suited to other avenues rather than self-indulged frolics. The ever-increasing batch size is another nail in the coffin. Resources are the same, classrooms are getting bigger, and the quality is decreasing. IITK should not be just a job centre but an education hub. The former follows along. And education that does not serve the community is futile

As I Leave

As I leave, I just request you to be vigilant, vocal, and proactive about the activities around you, whether admin’s or Gymkhana’s. Keep your position holders in check, especially your executives and your senators. You should step up and ask how an item worth a lakh or two suddenly gets lost and then written off from the inventory. It came from your Gymkhana fee. When I entered IITK, I thought it wouldn’t be corrupt like other government setups. But I was wrong. From admin to students. Tell me, how many of you have faked income certificates to get MCM or Donor, even though you know you’ll earn well after graduation if you work the bare minimum? And this is just one of many things. Also, make good friends in the senate. In my judgment, the 2023-24 UG AnC Gensec did negligible work in the tenure, and no one moved an impeachment, but hell went loose when a PG got duly elected as the Chairperson. The long-forgotten Gymkhana Constitution was returned to life to get the new chair ousted. I am indifferent to the person or his/her credentials; it is the procedure and partial treatment that upsets me. Dosti-yaari senate much? The SSAC, supposed to be a judiciary, has been turned into a threat machinery.

I do not know much about Y18s and above, but I did observe the destructive precedence of arbitrary power abuse and political control set by the Y19 executives. That precedence has been successfully taken up by the Y20 executives and made even worse, as could be seen in the 2023-24 Even semester. (I think executives should leave campus as soon as the end of their exams; their prolonged stay has proven harmful). What scares me is how far the Y21s will take it, I pray they don’t. In an environment with healthy journalism, individual whistleblowers would not be needed. The Vox had been on its deathbed under the Y18s and Y19s. I commend their recent recovery, which has been a ray of hope. But I feel their ethos much constrains them, and they need to let it loose, albeit with the faith that their biases are away, and thus, do journalism with a spine.

So who are the culprits? Your executives, the senate, the position holders, you and me. All of us are. We, the seniors, have glorified multiple PORs as chaapuness. We, the seniors, have glorified only high packages as success. We, the seniors, have made the juniors think only about their resumes. We, the seniors, have taught our juniors how to play dirty politics, so much so that it might ruin a student’s career. The onus is on the seniors to set good precedence for the juniors. If the students say the admin woke up after three suicides, then the students also woke up after three suicides. It is easy to make an outcry in heated blood, but the need is for systemic efforts from our side to bring reforms — incremental efforts in our own spheres: committees, clubs, councils, and so on. I have tried to be indifferent but still feel for this place. Yes, I would love to see my IITK be great.

I’ll simply end with a couplet close to my heart, penned by Allama Iqbal, whom I highly admire.

سبق پھر پڑھ صداقت کا عدالت کا شجاعت کا 

لیا جائے گا تجھ سے کام دنیا کی امامت کا

Sabaq phir padh sadaaqat ka, adaalat ka, shujaat ka 

Liya jaega tujh se kaam duniya ki imaamat ka 

Read again the lesson of truth, of justice and valour!

You will be asked to take on responsibility for the world.

May Allah bless us all and strengthen us to deliver justice.

PS: I know such articles do not work on the masses. I do not even intend to. We only need a handful of noble souls. And I have not been perfect as well. I also made mistakes and could not do the fullest to serve this place, for which I am apologetic. However, that should not bar anyone from speaking up.

Written by: Mohammad Saad
Edited by: Diya Motagi, Zehaan Naik

Designed by: Sanyam Shivare

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